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Long time never been update my blog..it's much of the incident happened on tis period..hav happiness..sadness n even angry...but i did try to cover in the short timing..
It was a valentine which i did expect will hav surprise n lovely celebration..but at the end i just had my valentine with my family which spent at cousin's house..did received the rose from him on the day before valentine..i was tried all my best to done my work as soon as possible before 4pm..at the end i did it..i thought before going cousin's house i can hav a great celebration with him..but it's not..he delay..i really very confuse..y normal day he can done his work speedy but on tis special day he cant make it???sometime i really dun know wat he thinking about..
after valentine..v lack to talk with each other..just like in war..i feel hesitate to text him..even half way will stop the conversation...
I did think much on our relationship today..even get opinion from buddy..but still in confuse..i think mayb in complicated is good oso..at least v can concentrate on work n done it fast..but since it hapen..it will effect our relationship..i really headache on those time keep thinking on our problem..as people said..the long u know the people the more u will know from them..
anyone can help me???really complicated...