mOOdy~sick :(

Recently i feel like very moody...on job..love & health...

job~:
~> i feel that this job like not really my strength...it needs overturn customer carefully some more has to walk to many shops under hot sun..
~> i did agree that it gives lot of income even time is very flexible..but i understand that it doesnt what im looking for..
~> it was 5th day im working here..but i still feel strange with my colleague..they not even come and talk with me..like not friendly..maybe it's cause of im quiet and they dont feel like want to talk to me???

love~:
~> these days i feel like im easy angry on him even it's a small method but i will thought it as a big issue..
~> i starting care on his outlook even feel like want to change for him..i know it's bad but i really feel like want to do that..
~> mummy still keep scolding me while she knows that im hanging out with him..even keep scold me fat and she dont likes fats..i really have no idea how im going to tell him even thought i did told him on it before and he seen like try to change with do exercise at first but now like did stop it..
~> sometimes he use to raise up his voice on me without realization even it's not my fault and he always follow him own opinion hard to accept on what others saying..

health~:
~> these days i keep having heahache..i think it's cause of whole day long been heat at outside and mix with the cool in car..
~> i did received a free treatment at London Weight Management as i joined it but haven paid all of the course..during the consultation i did realize that i was put much on weight as the highest i never had before..much of my skin problems are cause of my fat too..i even are not normal and too fat now..at the moment im really sad and did made the decision of join the course..but i never tell anyone on it..even for him..i also dont know how im going to tell him..as now i have eat simple and light foods only..
~> i feel like very emotion which i was never went for "big business" for 2 days long..i exactly can feel much of toxin in my stomach and hanging around..

i really hope that i can settle all of this problem as soon as possible..

florence..nothing is impossible..U CAN DO IT!!!