Monday, September 15, 2008

my LOVE......???

As wat's on my title...it's really confusing me by the time now...once i feel lonely..it wasnt anyone chasing me...once i had bf...it's some chaser around me...by now...it's 5 include my bf...between my chaser...dear wasnt the best...many of them better than him...romantic than him...caring than him...
Y should i said tat???i should speak out all the goods on him wat...he is caring...always in the good emotion when wif me...respect on me...im always the best & the prettiest in his heart...im always the one who make all the decision...how good he treat me...but...how could i din feel sweet on it???it's long 4 me 2 think over it...wat's wrong between us...then only i realize tat the problem is i doesnt love him...the cause of me 2 accept him is he treat me good...wat i wan is not only tis...i dun like 2 make all the decision...i wan some soft argue when coupled...i wan my dear make some romantic when v dated but not frequent...i dun wan see "sorry" every morning when i wake up... i really not match wif him...but i scare 2 hurt him too...the taste of hurt wasnt good...
I feel tat im really a emotional gal...always change on the side of thinking...always action before think...it's my weakness..really a big mistake in my life...i feel so sorry 2 him...i hope 2 find a chance 2 have a talk wif him...but i really cant imagine wat will happen on next..............

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