Saturday, September 13, 2008

MR.O??? MR.W???

These days...mr.o r keep on msg me...im still confusing whether should i believe on watever he said...mayb he really good on acting until i can fall in love with him(as again n again)...seriously...i feel very happy when he drop me a/more msg...can pretend as din receive it even not reply him...but wat am i suppose 2 do???he can easily grb my heart away...as my situation now...i feel tat my heart is going forwrd him...all sisters feel tat he is cheating me...scare im been hurt again...buti still love him...
Mr.w is my bf...feel sweet when i with him...he can do wat as i ask him 2 do...at here can say as "i can control him"..hehe...but i feel headache sometimes...coz i need 2 do all the decisions...where 2 go???wat 2 eat???wat do i like???all of it he always ask me...he is too soft...when im with him...i feel weird...v r same type of personality...actually im not really know him...im trying 2 ask...but the answer i get is "wat u said..wat i listen to"...it's how he answer me...
both of them confusing me...even mr.w is my bf...but i dun noe how im going 2 tell him...i scare he will been hurt...sometimes i ask myself...how could mr.w love me so much???even like tat...i still feel unsafety in our love...
Im helpless now...haizzz...or i need 2 take a rest 1st???

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Something changed my mind, my thought these days. It's not only 'I love him or not' in a relationship, it's not that easy. Although the feeling is a must to begin a relationship but it's not everything.

Sometimes believing in someone is quite difficult after you had been hurt or being lied by him. For safety, please understand each other more before you get into someone. This is what I can suggest you, as a friend of yours. ^^ Not everything is possible but Nothing is Impossible too!

It's surprisingly to see you told your bf about the decision. Anyway, I would like to see every friends of mine will stay happyily ever after...